About --
Me, Myself and I : I think that if you are reading think you probably know me by now, but if not, then : My friend called me X, yeah, must be the left over from my X-Philes day, I think I still am, really. So, it's X. What I do for a living is not really important, just know that most of the time it's boring. My favorite things to do... I read, a lot, and I write, some. I watch a lot of movie (certain kind of movie) and a lot of anime, yes Japanese Anime. I got a collection of them and also what I tried to watch with fansub on week to week basis (which is a lot) and go out and get the ones I like when it actually licenced and out in my neck of the wood.
Movies and Tv Show, oh yeah, those are the 'must' for me. I watch at least 10 shows each week, so that's a lot of TV right there, as for movie I tried to see them (the ones I'm interested in, which is easy to say that it doesn't include comedy or romance in anyway).
Music : NIN, Staind, Taking Back Sunday, Chevelle, Disturbed, P.Roach, Mary Elizabeth McGlyn, Evanescence, Finch, I think you kinda get the idea.
Books : murder mysteries, fantasy, horror, sci-fi, slash blah blah blah....
Layout --
Poster Girls : Sarah Connor and Cameron Philips
Series : Terminator : The Sarah Connor Chronicles
Program : The always faithful Photoshop and Dreamweaver, because I can't code everything by hand, just don't have that kind of patient.
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February 08, 2002
Status: Annoyed with self
Listen: Wasting My Time [ Default ]
I guess I should just stop talking altogether, open mouth insert foot. Why the hell do they bother anymore, no better yet why the hell do I bother anymore. Everytime has become so complicated and I rarely know where I stand in the entire scheme of things. One minute I was the next best thing, a minute later I was the worse thing that could've happened. I was blamed for the whole situation when all I did was just introduced 2 friends and they took it from there. I was blamed for the entire thing went sour when I wasn't there and only know about it after things had gone down to hell. Suddenly it was all my fault if I didn't introduce them then they wouldn't be in this mess. Of course no one ever care to look when I had my face firmly planted on the ground cause I was dumped aside, no, they don't give a rat ass and so I stepped away, why stay when you know no one needed you. It hurt but who the fuck cared how I feel. They don't even think about what they did, and that I have no bearing in their decision to go ahead and just do it. And then it was 'I am so sorry about what happened, hidsight is always 20/20, I should've known' yeah, sure. I was just a cushion nothing more. Why can't they take responsibility for their own actions and leave me the hell out of it. Then again I love her too much to leave now. How fuck up can this get? Christ, I better just stay away now, at least till I calm myself down enough.
[ X: it's all my fault then ]
X
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