About --
Me, Myself and I : I think that if you are reading think you probably know me by now, but if not, then : My friend called me X, yeah, must be the left over from my X-Philes day, I think I still am, really. So, it's X. What I do for a living is not really important, just know that most of the time it's boring. My favorite things to do... I read, a lot, and I write, some. I watch a lot of movie (certain kind of movie) and a lot of anime, yes Japanese Anime. I got a collection of them and also what I tried to watch with fansub on week to week basis (which is a lot) and go out and get the ones I like when it actually licenced and out in my neck of the wood.
Movies and Tv Show, oh yeah, those are the 'must' for me. I watch at least 10 shows each week, so that's a lot of TV right there, as for movie I tried to see them (the ones I'm interested in, which is easy to say that it doesn't include comedy or romance in anyway).
Music : NIN, Staind, Taking Back Sunday, Chevelle, Disturbed, P.Roach, Mary Elizabeth McGlyn, Evanescence, Finch, I think you kinda get the idea.
Books : murder mysteries, fantasy, horror, sci-fi, slash blah blah blah....
Layout --
Poster Girls : Sarah Connor and Cameron Philips
Series : Terminator : The Sarah Connor Chronicles
Program : The always faithful Photoshop and Dreamweaver, because I can't code everything by hand, just don't have that kind of patient.
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February 23, 2002
Status: just wandering around the void
Listen: Forsaken [ David Draiman ]
I'm off the doghouse now, apparently. The whole thing wasn't about me in the first place. I guess that's the different between her and me, I don't react to thing purely on emotional level as she does, and so I always stop and considering the damage that I would cost before doing anything (that would mean how much damage I want to cost and also the damage I wanna stay away from) I'm the rational one I guess. Anyway, sometimes that is really suck. Was flipping the channel earlier and then came across some sappy teenage love movie (with Leelee Sobieski, I loved her but I hate the movie) And she was saying some people go through life without falling in love.. and I guess that's true.. but like me.. who fell and well, know that if I get into the race I would lose.. so I take myself out of it, unfortunately --or fortunately depends on how you look at it-- I was still in the reserve area.. I suppose that would be it.. can't get out of it. Isn't it funny how I got my head bitten off the same night that I was told I'm more than just a friend... at the moment I wasn't sure I want to laugh or cry... *groan*
Status: ...
Listen: Forsaken [ David Draiman ]
Walking
Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
Hating
Things that I can't bear
Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
And take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?
I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside
Walking Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
Hating
Things that I can't bear
Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
And take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?
I hate you
I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside
I've slept so long without you
It's tearing me apart too
How'd it get this far
Playing games with this old heart
I've killed a million petty souls
But I couldn't kill you
I've slept so long without you
I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you made me die inside
[ Slept So Long: Jay Gordon ]
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