About --

Me, Myself and I : I think that if you are reading think you probably know me by now, but if not, then : My friend called me X, yeah, must be the left over from my X-Philes day, I think I still am, really. So, it's X. What I do for a living is not really important, just know that most of the time it's boring. My favorite things to do... I read, a lot, and I write, some. I watch a lot of movie (certain kind of movie) and a lot of anime, yes Japanese Anime. I got a collection of them and also what I tried to watch with fansub on week to week basis (which is a lot) and go out and get the ones I like when it actually licenced and out in my neck of the wood.

Movies and Tv Show, oh yeah, those are the 'must' for me. I watch at least 10 shows each week, so that's a lot of TV right there, as for movie I tried to see them (the ones I'm interested in, which is easy to say that it doesn't include comedy or romance in anyway).

Music : NIN, Staind, Taking Back Sunday, Chevelle, Disturbed, P.Roach, Mary Elizabeth McGlyn, Evanescence, Finch, I think you kinda get the idea.

Books : murder mysteries, fantasy, horror, sci-fi, slash blah blah blah....

Layout --

Poster Girls : Sarah Connor and Cameron Philips
Series : Terminator : The Sarah Connor Chronicles
Program : The always faithful Photoshop and Dreamweaver, because I can't code everything by hand, just don't have that kind of patient.

Previous Post --

Currently: exhausted Doing: watching the movie, K...
Currently: hurting and trying not to think too muc...
Currently: half asleep Doing: trying to mark the ...
Currently: getting ready for the trip Doing: watc...
Ok, by the end of November and beginning of Decemb...
Currently: working on the project Doing: listenin...
Currently: in my Typography class Doing: waiting ...
Currently: getting bored Doing: trying to fine mp...
Guess what?!?! Today session was sparring, and so....
Currently: listening to a new song.. Doing: waiti...
 

Archive --

January 2002 February 2002 March 2002 April 2002 May 2002 June 2002 July 2002 August 2002 September 2002 October 2002 November 2002 December 2002 January 2003 February 2003 March 2003 April 2003 May 2003 June 2003 July 2003 August 2003 September 2003 October 2003 November 2003 December 2003 January 2004 February 2004 March 2004 April 2004 May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 October 2005 November 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 January 2009 April 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010

 

December 08, 2002

everything is so complex
everyday is like a test full of opsticals
that almost seem impossible

and I'm thinking just another breath not a minute left
how long have I been drinking?

pass the glass pint hit the flash light now break it
people say I'm a star but I still think I'll never make it

and I'm thinking just another prayer not a second left
I feel there's something missing

sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answer I see go around me
am I drowning
am I fading away
or am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way
am I drowning

I've been to hell and back looking for the answer to life
looking at myself trying to get things right

and I'm feeling just another breath not a minute left
I feel the darkness lifting

there was a time
that I questioned if I'd ever be alright
running getting high staying trapped by sleepless nights

and I'm thinking just another breath not a minute left
I feel there's something missing

I'm running from myself and all the things I don't like
living every night like it's the last night

and I'm thinking just another prayer not a second left
I need to stop resisting

sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answer I see go around me
am I drowning
am I fading away
or am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way
am I drowning

drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides

am I drowning

[ Crazy Town : Drowning ]
X 12:47:00 AM 85668624 link

0 Comments:

Post a Comment