About --

Me, Myself and I : I think that if you are reading think you probably know me by now, but if not, then : My friend called me X, yeah, must be the left over from my X-Philes day, I think I still am, really. So, it's X. What I do for a living is not really important, just know that most of the time it's boring. My favorite things to do... I read, a lot, and I write, some. I watch a lot of movie (certain kind of movie) and a lot of anime, yes Japanese Anime. I got a collection of them and also what I tried to watch with fansub on week to week basis (which is a lot) and go out and get the ones I like when it actually licenced and out in my neck of the wood.

Movies and Tv Show, oh yeah, those are the 'must' for me. I watch at least 10 shows each week, so that's a lot of TV right there, as for movie I tried to see them (the ones I'm interested in, which is easy to say that it doesn't include comedy or romance in anyway).

Music : NIN, Staind, Taking Back Sunday, Chevelle, Disturbed, P.Roach, Mary Elizabeth McGlyn, Evanescence, Finch, I think you kinda get the idea.

Books : murder mysteries, fantasy, horror, sci-fi, slash blah blah blah....

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Poster Girls : Sarah Connor and Cameron Philips
Series : Terminator : The Sarah Connor Chronicles
Program : The always faithful Photoshop and Dreamweaver, because I can't code everything by hand, just don't have that kind of patient.

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January 21, 2003

I'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fear
and if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave
'cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years.
but you still have,
all of me.

you used to captivate me,
by your resonating light.
now I'm bound by the life you left behind.
your face it haunts,
my once pleasant dreams,
your voice it chased away,
all the sanity in me.

these wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.

when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears.
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I held your hand through all of these years.
but you still have,
all of me.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
but though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along.

when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears.
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I held your hand through all of these years.
but you still have,
all of me.

[ Evanescence | My Immortal ]

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